How to not step back

How to not hide

How to take a step forward

And pretend everything's alright?

My cheeks are wet

But my eyes feel dry

It's killing me

So why am I still alive

I thought this was it

I thought I had finally gotten things right

I was ready to be brave

Even if I was the coward the I was

Why

Why

Why did it all go away

When is my strength gone

How to step forward

When you're stepping back

So fast I can't reach you at all

How to not step back

When even if I step forward

I'm still all alone

I'm a coward

I know.

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