很讨厌那些
双面人
可是
曾几何时
为了生存
不被打击
在那些影响力大的
双面人面前
我也开始假
心里厌恶
嘴上却有说有笑
不可思议的
双面

如果我可以
诠释
我的成功

天空很大 很蓝
世界宽阔得好像只有我一个人。

风 很轻 很凉
在人群边缘徘徊 再靠近也只是靠近。

梦 很近 很远
伸手就能触碰却没有勇气抓住。

Biichosoh!!!!
Park ka
Cho ha
Arghhhhhhh
Crying in the middle of the night
Because of thia drama /.\

屋塔房王世子

很多心事
只适合和自己分享
每个人有每个人的情绪要承担
而别人的不安
是别人的
如果只能是别人生命中的别人
如果我的情绪只是我的
如果倾诉只会换来轻视
那
我的秘密
还是留在我的世界
这样比较好。

我能做的
也只有庆幸
自尊受损
骄傲受挫
心
却仍然完整
有力地跳着

Music
Touches
The deepest corner
Of my soul
Music hurts
Music heals
Maybe that is why
I cry
When I play the piano

我真的很讨厌你的理所当然!!!!!!!
能不能顾及我的感受
能不能为我保留一点尊严
能不能不要让我觉得我一直在倒贴倒贴倒贴!!!!!!!!!!!!

我不是闹钟
我不是司机
我不是佣人
可不可以不要理所当然地叫我做这做那
事后一句交代也没有

你不想和我聊天
一开始就不要找我
就算我找你也不用委屈自己回我!!!!!!!
每次半路搞失踪
我笨笨拿着电话
等一封不回来的短信
我情何以堪
如果你说我把电话丟着就好了啊
那真对不起
我习惯说一声再结束说话!!!!!!

每次这样
我只会觉得丢脸
丢脸!!!!!!
自作多情，不要脸的前度!!!!!!!
这就是我给自己的感觉!!!
说我小气
想太多
随便你!!!!!!!!
女人就是这么麻烦
你不也这么说过了吗?
我没必要和别的女人不同啊!!!!!

在你面前
我永远都太不起头
以前
我乞求你的关注
后来
我乞求你的留下
现在
我怎么好像在乞求你的联络似的?!!!!

我干啊!!!!!!

您吃屎吧!!!!

你以为你还是哪跟葱啊?

我情愿我们永远都是陌生人
至少
你在我心里面
还是个很好很好的人!!!!!!!!
至少
不用被你缺乏素质的行为
弄到我对初恋的遗憾都变得多余!!!!!!!

I wonder
Would it be better if
You never let me realize
We just weren't made for each other
If you never broke my illusions
Proving that you're just not as perfect as I believed
Would it be better?

They say love is blind
And I've finally regained my sight
Yet somehow the rainbows you once conjured
For me, for us
Seemed so pale and bleached
Against the warm morning sun
All those memories I used to cherish
Seemed to be so small in my vast, vast world
They used to be the most beautiful colors I've ever seen
Now its so hard to even remember how vibrant they used to be

One by one
Your flaws emerged
Mocking me
I used to see you next to perfect
But now, this?

I finally realized you're just a human like me
No better, not more
Just the same like me
I finally understood that maybe I'm not the only reason things went wrong
That you've chosen this path too
Whether deliberately or not

All those lovely dreams I used to dream
All those haunting regrets I never forgot
All those love that grew when you were there and withered when you left

I thank you being there
For going through all this with me

But I guess
Deep down
You're just not the person
I need you to be
And although I tried my best
I guess
I'm just not the girl
You need me to be, too